Friday, January 15, 2010

Ocean City the conclusion

We drove down the long road out of Ocean City. We passed by the hotel and other abandoned buildings. Over the bridge with the bluish-green water below. The bridge is just a slab of concrete over the ocean.
One night we had also driven through town, past the pond where a Christmas tree floated in the middle. The tree was small, and lonely perhaps isolated out on those waters.
I asked my father if we could come again. “Come again?” he repeated, for that could mean many things.
“To this place,” I said. “I know we really can’t. Even if we did come back, it wouldn’t be the same.” I will have grown and changed by then. And even now the beach is eroding. A recent hurricane swept the sands up along the street near the parked cars. Every year the sand is piled a little higher around the dunes.
It’s funny how I’ll never get this moment back, and maybe I won’t even remember it right. That’s because I won’t see things the same, so maybe it will be like the fading sand---a slight memory that I can barely remember at all.
“Goodbye beach,” I whispered as we drove away. The last few flecks of sand flew out of my hair in the highway breeze, but I didn’t mind. I was sad but I was content.

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